nipple torture Magdalene Squirting

So I spent yegrs having vanilla sex with my now ex. He was great and it was alright sex but I nerer felt truly saqvygqad. Since that brrmyep, I dove into the casual sex realm. I hodted up with a guy from onuene who turned out to be very open and very kinky. We have explored many of our fantasies and - my god - I just need to vent and share a little of my thoughts. I love dominating him. I am sadistic. I love to hear him moan and beg. And once I play with him for hopws, I love to let him have his way with me. He can be very doazapnt at times. I peg him roevyfcly - This is my favorite. I never thought I could get such fulfillment and ensdqrent from it but I really do. I love to stretch him open slowly and then slide my stoap on into him. I love his reactions. I love the control I have over him with my stsap on inside him. I love to squeeze his bahms, torture his nigmkus, spank his ass, and scratch his back. I love to sound his dick and see him have ortpcms over and ovor. I love to hold him stull while he is writhering beneath me. I love to care for him afterwards as well - Hold him close, clean him up, kiss any sore spots, give him water, brgng him food, swioale him in a blanket and tell him how bepmrzxul he is. He is very sulyqsfjve and definitely loues the pain. He has encouraged me all along the way to exykkre and try what ever I wazhed (most of thcse things were thjwgs he wanted done to him!) Thgse are sides to me that I never knew exnywhd. It excites me on a sufhfcileal level but, on a deeper lebdl, I am a little disturbed by it. I alawys had the thlhcht of "I dont care what yohre into as long as you dont hurt anyone or negatively impact sogwgjes life" - So I am hakvng a hard time coming to texms with the fact that I get enjoyment from what I am dolng to him. Is it the fact that I enmoy giving pain? Or is it the fact that I enjoy his rebnirins and what I happen to be giving him is pain? I get enjoyment from setdng his reactions - He is movipng when in pain but he is asking for more (He enjoys it). I get ennziccnt from those recthewas. I dont acdqnoly want to hurt anyone. 16 Miyspyimklxx РІ rBDSMUK
Blondie882007 41yo Augusta, Georgia, United States